What I Learned From Heart Surgery by Pastor Welty

This is part four of a four part blog series based on a message I shared in October, a reflection on lessons learned from my heart surgery. 

 Part 4 The Stewardship of  New Heart

Since the surgery, my diet has changed a lot.  I am now de-caffeinated,  sodium free and fat free.  I’ll be participating in cardiac rehab at the hospital and will try to get back into my exercise routine.

I don't view heart surgery as  a “mulligan”,  a do over.  It's not a chance to eat more bacon and cheese but a chance to avoid behaviors that contributed to the problem.  That's challenging because I like bacon, cheese, ice cream, etc.  But I don’t want to repeat that surgery, so I plan to strive to live a life that honors the surgery and the recovery.  I want to take care of or steward my new heart. 

In Romans 6 Paul asked some helpful, diagnostic questions.  (verses 1-2)  "What shall we say, then? Shall we go on sinning so that grace may increase?  By no means! We are those who have died to sin; how can we live in it any longer?"

Then he gave this challenge in Romans 6:11-13,  "In the same way, count yourselves dead to sin but alive to God in Christ Jesus.  Therefore do not let sin reign in your mortal body so that you obey its evil desires.   Do not offer any part of yourself to sin as an instrument of wickedness, but rather offer yourselves to God as those who have been brought from death to life; and offer every part of yourself to him as an instrument of righteousness."

Paul was challenging us to live lives that honor God, and  like I don’t want to take my surgery or recovery for granted, I also don’t want to take my redemption for granted.   I don’t want to take the cross of Christ for granted.  I want to steward my new physical heart carefully which reminds me to steward my new spiritual heart carefully as well.

 

What I Learned From Heart Surgery by Pastor Welty

This is part three of a four part blog series based on a message I shared in October , a reflection on lessons learned from my heart surgery. 

 Part 3. The Blessing of  New Heart

 Last summer I was feeling discomfort in my chest, but I tried not to think about it.  I was able to manage and aggressive trip to Italy with my daughter without a problem.  God was looking out for me.

Then on July 24, a day before the 2 year anniversary of Stephanie’s death, I was out for a nice long walk and began to experience bad chest pains. I called my doctor who referred me to a cardiologist who scheduled a stress test.  That led to a catheterization on August 14 with the possible insertion of a stent.  The doctor was not able to insert the stent because the blockage was too severe.  I had 4 vessels that were 90% blocked.

CS Lewis once said: “God whispers to us in our pleasures, speaks in our conscience, but shouts in our pain: it is His megaphone to rouse a deaf world.”  I have been known to be a stubborn man at times and may have been inclined to ignore my chest pain, but I listened as the pain yelled at me, and I responded.  “Pain is God’s megaphone”.

 My doctor told me that my heart is very strong and that I am fortunate that there was no damage to my heart.  It was just some plumbing problems that needed to be repaired.  So I am blessed with a new heart that was my old heart – a second chance at life.

 The prophet Ezekiel spoke to people of Israel about their heart condition saying that their spiritual hearts were hard and resistant to God, but God promised to do something very special for them.  Ezekiel 36:26-27 -  I will give you a new heart and put a new spirit in you; I will remove from you your heart of stone and give you a heart of flesh.  And I will put my Spirit in you and move you to follow my decrees and be careful to keep my laws.

 This experience has reminded me to be grateful that my physical heart wasn’t damaged and that it is a strong pump doing what it’s supposed to do. So I'm grateful  not only for my “made over” physical heart but also for the new heart, the new sensitivity I’ve been given as a child of the living God.

What I Learned From Heart Surgery - Pastor Welty

This is part two of a four part blog series based on a message I shared in October, a reflection on lessons learned from my heart surgery. 

 Part 2 The Power of Life and Healing

In my journal on September 7 I wrote the following entry:  “One week ago I walked into the hospital for heart surgery. It’s an amazing process and an even more amazing recovery.   That surgical team could do incredible and awful things to my body for its good because they had the confidence in the power of life,  the power of life giving blood and oxygen flowing through by body bringing healing.  They knew they could tear me apart and put be back together again and that I would be fine.  The body is resilient – life is powerful – God is good. “

A healthy body has an amazing capacity for healing.  Life is a powerful force.

Almost immediately the nursing team worked to cooperate with process.  They gradually removed all the tubes that had been inserted in my body.  The breathing tube was the first to go; it was removed the first day. Then a tube a day got removed until finally the drainage tubes from abdomen were removed causing me to sing for joy.

They had me walking very soon.  My friend Chuck, who had similar surgery in 2011, told me that the first time I walked I would feel like the old man that Tim Conway played on the "Carol Burnett Show".  He was spot on.  There I was with my walker and all kind of drainage receptacles hanging off of it.  Off I went.

Watching my body gradually heal was an amazing process.  By the last day in the hospital, I had no encumbering tubes and was walking all around like I owned the place - greeting all the doctors and nurses.

God created the body with an amazing capacity to heal itself and as I said in my journal, the surgical team could tear me apart and put me back together again because they understand that power. 

God also provided a way for spiritual healing as well.  In scripture we read of the power of the blood of Christ that  purifies us from all sin. ( 1 John 1:7) and that provides redemption.  (Ephesians 1:7) In the incarnation and sacrifice of Christ God exerted a powerful life giving force on our world. Christ’s sacrificial death brought the only healing possible for our sin wrecked lives as Paul noted in Romans 7.

In scripture we also read of the power of the resurrection.  In Acts 2:24 - Peter said of Jesus that  “it was impossible for death to keep its hold on him.”  That is an amazing idea to ponder. Death with its awesome power was no match for the Lord of life. That’s the power of Christ resurrection  that overcame sin, hell and the grave

Ephesians 1:19-20 –Paul spoke of God’s “incomparably great power for us who believe” Saying that it was the same power “he exerted when he raised Christ from the dead”

We also read of the power of New Creation.  In 2 Corinthians 5:17 we read, "Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, the new creation has come: The old has gone, the new is here!"

So even though our spiritual DNA is a problem, the power of Christ’s redemption and sacrifice gives us new life.  There is power in the blood of Jesus, power in the resurrection of Jesus and power in the new creation.

What I Learned From Heart Surgery - Pastor Welty

Five months ago I went through quintuple bypass surgery.  (August 31, 2017) That forced me to be quiet and still for several weeks and gave me time to reflect on my  experience.  Then the preacher/writer in me took over, and I wanted to share my reflections.  I shared this as a message in church, but now I will share it as four blog installments.  I admit that there is some shameless spiritualization of my experience, but here's what I learned from heart surgery

Part 1 - The Power of Genetics

On August 22 I met with my surgeon.  He informed me that I had 4 vessels that were 90% blocked.  That news was surprising to me.  Then he reviewed my profile.  "You don’t smoke or drink.  You're not excessively overweight.  You exercise and try to eat right."  Then he shook his head and said, "Well, you chose the wrong father

 I made a genetic miss step over which I had no control.  My father had coronary artery disease, and had the same surgery in 1985.  He then lived another 20 years.

Genetics are a powerful force in our lives.  That is why our doctors always quiz us about our “family history”.  They are trying to discover what's lurking around in our closet that might present problems for us.  What are our genetic risk factors.

There is power in our genetics – same is true spiritually.

Spiritually we all inherited a DNA called sin.  David said it this way in Psalm 51:5  Surely I was sinful at birth, sinful from the time my mother conceived me.

We were born into sin.  That is our spiritual DNA our spiritual genetics.  And it’s important for us to acknowledge that truth.  If we aren’t willing to admit that fact, we can never be delivered from our genetics.

 In Romans 7  Paul commented about his struggle with sin saying (verses 18-20) For I know that good itself does not dwell in me, that is, in my sinful nature. For I have the desire to do what is good, but I cannot carry it out.  For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do—this I keep on doing.  Now if I do what I do not want to do, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it.

He went on to exclaim: (verses 24-25)   What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death? Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord!

I cannot deny my physical genetics even though there are parts I might want to deny.  Also no amount of human effort, in the form of diet and exercise, can change my genetics.  So we can’t deny our spiritual genetics.  We were born in sin, and no amount of human effort,  in the form of good works, can change that.   And without admitting that, we’ll never acknowledge our need for a Savior.

Getting Lost in Venice by Pastor Welty

On July 4 my daughter, Emma, and I arrived in Venice for our Italian adventure.  From the airport we had to take a waterbus to get to our hotel.  I had heard about Venice and seen pictures of it, but seeing it first hand was exciting. 

On our first day Emma suggested that we get lost in Venice which is very easy to do. We were headed to a Venice landmark, San Marco, and we took a circuitous route to be sure.  A day later Emma went to a museum that she was certain I wouldn't enjoy, so she suggested that I visit some churches and get lost in Venice on my own.  Again it took very little effort at all. 

There is a story about a person "from away" asking a Maine resident for directions to some location.  The Mainer supposedly responded, "You can't get theah from heah."  (You can't get there from here.)  That is more true in Venice than any place I've ever been.

Venice is a beautiful and confusing city.  Miles of canals weave their way through the city and interrupt the flow of traffic.  Four-hundred bridges cross the canals at various points in time.  I had a map that I was following, but not every street, corridor or passageway are noted on the map.  Sometimes I would see a wide open passage that seemed very promising and would begin to walk down through it, only to find a few minutes later that I had reached a dead end.  Then I would walk down a corridor barely wide enough for two people to pass each other and would think, "This can't be the right way", but I was wrong and found that the narrow way led to where I wanted to go.  More than once I thought I had reached a dead end and would have to retrace my steps, but just around an unobtrusive corner was my desired destination. 

The preacher in me immediately thought of Jesus' words in Matthew 7:13-14“Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it.  But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it." 

 Venice was a powerful illustration to me of those truths.  In following Jesus, the path isn't always clear.  The obvious paths can be dead ends and the obscure paths can be the right way.  It is a walk of faith which is what Proverbs 3:5-6 reminds us,  "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding;  in all your ways submit to him,  and he will make your paths straight."